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Shambhala Festivities
Proost 1991-2009
My beautiful gangster best friend Presley passed away in a car accident on the 20th of August, only days after I left for Australia. It's been a really hard last few days but time only heals. With some encouragement from Obsidianfox I think I'm going to venture outside, explore Bondi Junction today. Take some photos. All I've got is time and I've spent so much of it just sitting and thinking, I need to start doing some productive things.
Pres's memorial was yesterday back home, and it killed me not to be there. But to my great pleasure, my best friend Summer read a letter I wrote for the memorial aloud for me...
"I never got to say goodbye to Presley before I left for Australia,
Not only this but the last time we spoke we argued.
Before all this I could confidently say I had no regrets in life.
But as of now, I wish I could go back in time and do things differently.
This has taught me a huge lesson in living each day as if it's your last.
Just the way Presley did, every single day.
I now know, never again to let the sun set on an argument
Nor leave any of my loved ones without telling them how amazing they are and how much they truly mean to me.
Presley had this captivating gangster charm about her
Everyone was drawn to her confidence, and her take-no-shit rebel attitude.
We always fed off each other's mischievous antics, and never a dull moment passed.
Though I was 2 years her senior, it never felt that way when Proost and I would get together and find some peace to disturb.
She was always showing and teaching me new things as we grew up together.
Like how to enjoy rap music and bring out my inner G, or
how much tastier Prime Times were in comparison to Captain Blacks,
or when there was nothing better to say, you could just say "EEEH WE'RE CAMPING! WHOOP WHOOP!"
or how you're never too old to play house at 5 AM in a stranger's residence and yell wildly from the inside "SHUT THE WINDOW!" while chain smoking and listening to the same songs over and over again on our cell phones.
Proost also taught me how to forgive and forget, and how easy it was to do when you both loved one another as much as we did.
I just can't describe or put into words the hole her passing has left in mine, and all of your hearts.
Something we all will share together is the time it will take to heal.
And wherever our Proostley is she is probably looking down on us, maybe even laughing a little, calling us a bunch of babies.
Nonetheless we'll continue on, fighting through this hurt with a strength we find in her.
And wherever I will go, over here on the other side of the world, I will carry her with me and love her unconditionally and miss her every single day that goes by."
Just hours after the memorial I got messages from friends complimenting me on the words I wrote and giving me good wishes. It meant so much to me to just be able to be there in the smallest way possible even just for a few moments. It really helped.
"Taken with love from a heartless world"
-to be seen on my future memorial tat (this december)
Music
my playlist
Ole Black n Blue Eyes - The Fratellis
You Should Know - The Working Title
Come On Get Higher - Sugarland
Call Me - Shinedown